I honestly don’t even fucking know anymore.
So we said goodnight, but I can’t sleep. I’m just too excited. I finally have what I’ve wanted for years. I hope she likes it.
Home alone with nothing to do tonight. Spring break got off to a shitty start. I need a fucking car already I swear.
Let me just start off by saying, I love my dad. He’s been here for me all my life, and has struggled day through day and fought for me and the rest of my family. But fuck, how can he expect me to grow up when he’s not letting me think shit through? Of course I’m scared as fuck, I’m young. I don’t know shit about this world and I can’t just trust people right off...
Because nobody gave a fuck.
I don’t even fucking know anymore.
A friend to the strangers, a stranger to friends.– Atmosphere
Man, fuck this shit. Between school, Sigma, and work I never even get time to spend time with friends, family, or my girlfriend. Shit’s about to get worse now that I’m getting a real job too. I just hope I can keep all this shit together.
After a fun day,
Back to that same state of mind.